So I still suck at this :(

Always did and always will sorry guys, not forgotten about my promise to post my logs from gran canaria but it's proving difficult

I currently live with a Girl (would say woman but you'll see why not I'm sure) Called Sam

We were good friends but when you live with someone you start to learn everything about them and frankly, it's upsetting, Sams very set in her ways, she tries to play it off as OCD but realistically she's just anal, I kinda get the impression through her whole life people have just accepted who she is and morphed their lives around her (she's a "goth" (something else that does my head in, she's labeled herself that and is desperate to fit the stereo type)) 

I'm very adventurous as I'm sure you all know, open to trying crazy things, will give most things a go, but the result of that is my life is extremely chaotic, one day I might be obsessed with one idea, the next it will be something very different, it's not that I lose interest, it's that I go as far as I can with the idea and move on, one day the idea may come back, or it may not, it's the reccouring ideas I try and adapt my life to. (For example I'm now vegetarian, for years I'd considered it on and off but I finally took the leap last April) 

Sam however, does the same things day in, day out, week in, week out, ect. She is very set on routine, and any alteration to that routine is a major no go and she'll avoid it like the plague, she's going to live the same old week until she retires, or dies. But she can get very immature about things that don't fit her pattern.

For example, I watch a lot of ted talks, whenever it's on she'll go watch a drama in her room, at first I thought "who the fuck hides from knowledge" then realised she doesn't like her perception on the world to be changed.

But if she's watching something I don't sulk and stomp upstairs with a brew, I'll sit and watch, or draw, or read an article online, it's honestly like living with a 17 year old, not a 27 year old!

Now, I have two theories on this, one I favour more than the other;

A) her mums schizophrenic (she's told me this) and pyschiatric patients require structure and patterns in their life to maintain sanity, either her mum has passed this habit onto her and she's taken it to the extreme.

B) she's a narcissist and genuinely believes she's the centre of the universe (this is plausible as she doesn't share feelings, but she may just not share tem with me, as I don't share mine with her (she's quick to dismiss things so why bother?))

It's very frustrating but either way I desperately need my own place again soon...

Liam

Out!

where did you come from? (just my own theory, not saying its right, but when it comes to beginning of the universe, no one know if they're right or wrong)

it actually goes deeper than this, in the beginning all matter as we know it was energy, confined to a small space (site of the big bang) as energy has no mass, it can be fit inside an infinitely small area, for millennium after millenium (or for milliseconds, there was no time before the big bang, so the formation of the energy and the expansion of the universe can be seen to have happened simultaneously, or with an age apart, depending on your perspective (cool huh?)) the energies were originally of balanced charge so stayed tight in a single nucleus

as energy slowly spread out (still before the bigbang, so happened over years, or in seconds depending on perspective) some of it began to condense into the matter that makes up the entire universe, cooling the energy further, and condensing more, as this happened rapidly, the changes in energy charges shifted, causing a rapid expansion due to imbalanced charge.

In the middle of this expansion was energy, and matter, in the form of dust, atoms, gas etc. already forming, expanding outwards, it is because of these gasses that a big bang was even heard (and the echoing can still be heard today if you tune a tv into static, the crackling? radio/x-ray echos of the big bang (remember, it was pure energy in the beginning, so makes sense its now on the electromagnetic spectrum))

however, if this energy is condensing, and the bits knocking around still in energy form are just about getting into x-ray, that means theres still a lot of energy in the universe, still condensing.

This theory opens the idea that the universe is expanding outwards at a rate of expansion caused by shifts in the universal energy charge, and the reason why now the universe is speeding up in its expansion, is due to the differences in energy being greater as the current energy waves are condensing, but due to their lower energies, are creating larger more dense molecules (dark matter? ) so the changes in universal charges are much greater.

This theory also implies that when all the residual energy from the big bag and finished condensing into matter, we will finally have all the matter our universe had to begin with as pure energy, and the universal charges will become uniform and the expansion of the universe will cease to happen, leaving the universe at a fixed finite size.

Just a theory i'm playing with ;D

 

Liam OUT!

cigarettes filters cause more damage than they prevent!

Ask anyone, smoking causes lung cancer, back when pre rolled cigarettes first came about there was no filter in, you just smoked with tobacco in your mouth, but then the little white filters became standard in all cigarettes, a little white solid tube that you put in the end to filter out some of the harmful chemicals, however, new studies have shown that these filters actually do a different type of damage than the tobacco would, one that could be argued is worse than the tobacco itself:

The filters are made up of something called "glass wool" (kinda like fiberglass, which is known to be bad to inhale) when you take a drag, little bits of this glass break off the filter and go into your lung, these bits of glass tear the soft epithelial cells in the lung, meaning that more of the chemicals the filters are intended to stop, have an easier access to your blood stream, this causes cells to get higher doses of the toxins increasing the likely hood of cancer, however, there is more damage done than this.

As the tears heal, they form scar tissue, which is not as effective at stretching and collapsing as healthy lung tissue, this can lead to COPD (chronic obstructive pulmonary disease) emphysema, and then lung cancer, Chest x-rays of chronic smokers have been known to look like those who were exposed to asbestos, giving what is known as a "ground glass" appearance, these white areas are scar tissue, but the continuous damaging and repairing of the tissues leads to lesions developing, and this is where cancer is more likely to develop.

I'm not saying people shouldn't smoke, just that hand rolled with roach or even cotton wool, would be better  for you in the long term.

off to watch house now ;)

Liam

OUT!

Flower of life part 4 the fruit of life

Okay, so last week i did a post on  the Fibonacci sequence and the golden ratio, sorry its taken so long for this post, as promised, on the fruit of life, to be produced, its been a very strange week!

Think back to my first few posts on the flower of life, or the pattern of creation, or god, whatever you want to call it over the past 3 posts i hope i've shown you just how important this pattern is to humanity and the universe as a whole, this post will look at one of the other shapes discovered in the flower of life, but first, lets have a look at how important this pattern is again!

It has been found around the world, it was known in loads of ancient civilizations, its been found in Ireland, Turkey, Israel, Egypt, China, Greece, Germany India Iceland, there are also rumors that it has been found in England, Tibet, Japan, Sweden and the Yucatan and about 14 other places, this pattern is EVERYWHERE, and not only that, no matter where this pattern is found, it has the same name "the flower of life"

Flower of life in Egypt

Flower of life in china

as this post is about the fruit of life, not the flower, I won't go into what it means in too much detail, but feel free to do your own research on this!

Before i look a the fruit of life, its best i show you this first, one of the images that comes out of the flower of life pattern is a 10 pointed shape known as the tree of life, many of you will recognize this as the jewish or hebrew Kabbalah, but the Kabbalah isn't the idea behind this image, the tree off life does belong to any one culture, not even the Egyptians who carved the tree of life on two sets of three pillars at karnak temple luxor over 5 thousand years ago, its outside any race or religion , as with all these images, it is a pattern that is intimately connected with nature.

Now, if you look at the flower of life pattern, it is obvious that the pattern can be carried on forever, continuing to add circles expanding the pattern outwards forever more, but all over the world it almost ALWAYS stopped after 19 circles, why? because they wanted to keep the next image i'm going to show you away from general public knowledge, it was considered that sacred! however, with the time of the polar shift being upon us, it is important this information is shared and known, else we risk falling further back into darkness!

 

If you remove the outside circles on the 19 circle flower of life, and complete the circles that were cut off by them you get the above pattern, this leaves us one step away from unveiling the fruit of life, finish the pattern, add the final circles and you get this:

This image is the fruit of life, this pattern of 13 circles is one of the holiest most sacred forms in existence, it is called the fruit because it is the result, the fruit, from which the fabric of the details of reality  were created,  remember when we discussed male and female energies in other posts? this image is female, as it has no straight lines, however, when you combine male energy with this female pattern, something amazing happens, drawing straight lines from the very center of every single circle to every other circle in this image, you get a shape that is known throughout the universe, everywhere, as metatrons cube.

This is one of the most important informational systems in the universe, one of the basic creation patterns in existence, but what is so special about metatrons cube? well, if you look closely, you will see that all the platonic solids discussed in earlier posts, can be found within metatrons cube, this, when added to void (nothingness) gives just enough medium to fill the circle of spheres surrounding the central sphere, it is the first informational system that can be found within metatrons cube

These shapes now can be shown to have more meaning than they used to in earlier posts, they were the basics for ancient alchemy, each shape represented a different element, as shown in the picture above, the most sacred of these is the dodecahedron, it was considered to be the shape of energy, or mana, and was forbidden to be spoken about outside the Pythagorean school, it is rumored that doing so would be instantly punishable by death, seems a lot of effort to protect something that was just a pattern right? 

The reason why the dodecahedron was considered to be so sacred, is because it is near the outer edge of your energy, it is the highest form of consciousness.

But where else does this take effect? take a look at the periodic table, every single element on the table has a geometric relation to one of these five shapes, this idea was ridiculed by modern scholars until the 1980s when professor robert moon at the university of chicago showed that the entire periodic table, literally everything in the physical world,  is based on these same 5 forms, in fact, through modern physics, chemistry and biology, the geometric patterns of creation are being rediscovered, another example is the egg of life that i showed you in post 1.

hopefully this will prove to you that everything we know about the periodic table and reality is based on these 5 platonic solids, which come out of metatrons cube,  which is formed out of the fruit of life,  which originates from the flower of life, which was created by spirit in the beginning.

Thats all for now, i don't know what i'll talk about next post, but i'll think of something

Read the flower of life part 3

Flower of life part 2 nature and structures

Intended to do this tomorrow, but i'm in carlisle, and there's fuck all else to do, so:

My last post finished off talking about the platonic solids and the historical shapes found in the simple flower of life, and the expanded version.

Now i am going to move on to look at the ratios and mathematical constants that can be found within the flower of life, which was first re discovered (wasn't mentioned in my last post, but the Mayans, the Egyptians and many other ancient civilizations knew about the flower of life and its potential, but that's another topic (watch the video on my last post if you're interested in the true history of this symbolic pattern)

In the late 12th, early 13th lived Leonardo Fibonacci, whom was an Italian mathematician, he introduced the "Hindu-Arabic number system" (which we now call the "decimal system") he was well known for many texts that he either published himself, or contributed to, but as far as the flower of life goes, the most important subject Fibonacci contributed to the world was his "Fibonacci sequence" which is actually a very simple sequence where you add the previous two numbers in the list together to form the next (1,2,3,5,8,13 (there's 13 again), 21, 34, 55 ... etc.. however, if you divide any number in the Fibonacci sequence by the number previous to it (such as 55/34) the answer is close to 1.61803, this is known as the golden ratio (or the Phi ratio), and the further away you go from the origin, the nearer you get to this magic number,  1/1 = 1, 2/1 = 2 , 3/2 = 1.5, 5/3 = 1.666, 8/5 = 1.6, 13/8 = 1.625 , 21/13 = 1.6154 etc. no matter how long you continue this sequence, however, you will never quite reach phi, always oscillating from above, to below phi. 

One of the most significant activities that combines the sacred geometry and the Fibonacci sequence is the production of the "golden mean spiral"

The Golden mean was used to aid the design of sacred buildings in ancient  architecture so PRODUCE spiritual energy that aided connectivity with the spiritual realms through prayer, the reality we exist in is very structured, and life is even more structured, this is shown throughout nature in the forms of geometry, geometry is the very basics of our reality, these are always present in our world, the golden mean governs the proportionality of  our world and can be found in what seem to be the most proportion-less living forms.

There are uncountable examples of sacred geometry and golden mean geometry in nature and matter (didn't i just say it governs everything? it does, therefore, uncountable) but some of the clearest examples are:

All types of crystals, both naturally formed and grown by man.

The hexagonal geometry of snowflakes

creatures with logarithmic spiral patterns (snail shells, and various shellfish)

Birds and flying insects, all display clear golden mean proportions in bodies and wings
The geometric molecular and atomic matters evident in all metals

The way a tree branches out so all its branches receive sunlight.

However, one of the most significant (to life anyway) but less obvious example of the golden ratio is in Deoxyribonucleic Acid or DNA the foundation and guiding mechanism of ALL living organisms on earth (and, if there is life out there, it stands to reason this ratio applies to alien DNA to, even if the building blocks (amino acids, phosphorus and nucleotide bases) are different, it can be assumed the structure will still be based on this golden ratio.

The understanding of geometry as an underlying part of our existence, however, dates back way beyond the time of Fibonacci, the golden mean and many other forms of geometry can be seen embedded in many of the oldest, most ancient  structures that still exist to this day, the oldest, and most significant, is the Great pyramid of giza, the height of the pyramid is in Phi ratio to its base, the geometry in this particular structure, is more accurate than that found in today's modern buildings.  (another very interesting example is in the parthenon in greece, search "NOVA: secrets of the Parthenon" on youtube to learn more, some of the stuff they find is amazing!)

phi present in the Great pyramid of Giza 

This gives reason to why spiritually significant shapes are pyramids and hemisphere (like that found on a mosque) these particular shapes are energy emitters, they are geometric shapes that produce a type of penetrating energy known as "negative green" ,and act like a radio waves that carry sound information, the vibrationional quality of the golden mean gives these religious buildings very strong communicating properties,  which aid resonance with higher realms in prayer. Religion doesn't seem so full of crap anymore does it?

  

This golden ratio can be seen everywhere in nature, look at your hand, excluding the thumb, each finger consists of 4 bones, not only does each finger have its own ratio moving up the finger, which is Phi to the next bone, but it oscillates back and forth from the tallest finger to the thumb, again, at this ratio, another coincidence? or more proof of design? This relationship is not just found in your hand either! It is all over your body, moving up the arms and legs, in your face, throughout your entire body!

The greeks understood this ratio in the human design and applied it to their art, they were very precise about this, and you can see when the romans took over greece, the perfection of the statues produced completely disappeared, why? not because the romans weren't good artists, but because they didn't understand the Phi ratio!  you can look up more examples of the Phi ratio in nature (in butterflies is definitely one to look at)

Thats all for now, next time i plan to look at the effects of the golden ratio, Fibonacci and how they relate to music!

Read the flower of life part 1                                                                            Read the flower of life part 3