Can't sleep, snuck out to the shed where my boxes are to get my sleeping pills, and woke my grandma up in the process (not good, feel terrible) and guess what? the pills are doing NOTHING
So now i know that when i'm on the train home tomorrow i'll be sure to fall asleep, and miss my stop D:
nothing new has really happened since my last none ranty post,
sarahs found a new friend, so thats good :)
Spending an awful lot of time helping people lately, which as you all know is fine with me :) gives me a chance to stop being "selfish"
Going back up to carlisle tomorrow :D and the new housemate might be there, so it'll be fun to meet him, maybe have a few drinks or something ;) break him into the way of the house :P (by which i mean he'll have to get used to me running off with people i see that i know xD )
Ryan comes back on friday, so gonna go round to his new place and help him build a skeleton (which again, will involve drinks ;) )
leave at five to 4 tomorrow, got so much to do, need to see some people, make sure everything back heres in order.
OOO dunno if i told you all?! im giving a talk on radiography at my old college on the 4th of january :D having that level of responsibility is gonna be weird, i mean, i could turn these kids ONTO or AGAINST my chosen profession and sarahs on about listening in on it :D who knows maybe it'll go well.
Seriously need to sort money out for uni placement D: hopefully i'll be able to up my overdraft when i get back and i'll be able to scrape by, (y) should be okay, i normally am :D
Wow long post now, gonna seriously try and pick up on this blog again now.
not like anyone really reads it xD but ohhh wellll
Liam
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Wednesday 28 December 2011
Tuesday 27 December 2011
not best impressed today
after today, i have zero tolerance for: my mother, religious people who force religion upon you, anyone who is a friend until stuff goes down, and the entire concept of family always coming before friends, while yes to some people family is important, to some people, friends are more like family :)
my mam finally got rid of me today, she's been trying this for months, so now i'm sat in my grandma and grandads front room (bless em) and going back to uni for good tomorrow :)
Liam
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my mam finally got rid of me today, she's been trying this for months, so now i'm sat in my grandma and grandads front room (bless em) and going back to uni for good tomorrow :)
Liam
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Sunday 25 December 2011
well, its that awful time of year again
It's christmas, THE worst day of the year, without fail people will be arguing, shouting, throwing things at/with each other
people will eat SHIT loads, and the majority of the population will be walking around with their top button on their jeans undone (except chavs, this is the one time of year they have the right idea)
The average family will have spent $646 this year on gifts (obviously this includes couples who will have spent no more than a tenner and families of 6 that could have spent thousands) so in england THIS year (running of googles "best guess" of 51 million people in england and assuming everyones in a standard 4 person family (big assumption i know, but it makes the math easier)
a whopping $8,236,500,000 has been spent this year on gifts, and to put that into proper money (i.e Stirling ) means a HUGE £5,283,194,303.99 has been spent in england alone,
too think, if that money was saved, each family would be $600 better off this year, which as a student i know for a fact that money is bloody useful.
So this year when you're opening any gifts you have got, or watching someone open a gift you bought, just stop and think, was that spend REALLY worth it? was what you gave really needed, or even WANTED?
i'm sure people will slate me for hating on christmas, but thats fine, its just scary too look at the facts and figures of it all, and there IS a darker side to this"festive" season that i will not go into on this blog :)
Liam
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merry christmas all
people will eat SHIT loads, and the majority of the population will be walking around with their top button on their jeans undone (except chavs, this is the one time of year they have the right idea)
The average family will have spent $646 this year on gifts (obviously this includes couples who will have spent no more than a tenner and families of 6 that could have spent thousands) so in england THIS year (running of googles "best guess" of 51 million people in england and assuming everyones in a standard 4 person family (big assumption i know, but it makes the math easier)
a whopping $8,236,500,000 has been spent this year on gifts, and to put that into proper money (i.e Stirling ) means a HUGE £5,283,194,303.99 has been spent in england alone,
too think, if that money was saved, each family would be $600 better off this year, which as a student i know for a fact that money is bloody useful.
So this year when you're opening any gifts you have got, or watching someone open a gift you bought, just stop and think, was that spend REALLY worth it? was what you gave really needed, or even WANTED?
i'm sure people will slate me for hating on christmas, but thats fine, its just scary too look at the facts and figures of it all, and there IS a darker side to this"festive" season that i will not go into on this blog :)
Liam
OUT!!!
merry christmas all
Friday 23 December 2011
anti relgion rant
Right, this is pissing me off something rotten now,
What is it with people FORCING christmas on you? i get it, you're happy because in 2 days is the 2011th anniversary of "jesus christ" BUT IS THAT EVEN WHY YOU'RE HAPPY?! no, probably not, its probably just because of the commercial side of the day, you all expect presents now, and if you don't get what you want you'll go off on some pissy little bitch fit.
well think about this, some people won't be getting ANYTHING this year, and what little they do get they'll be over the moon with, be it a blanket, a new toy, or even something as simple as a hot meal,
so on christmas day when you're all sat around stuffing your faces and end up wasting SOO much food, just remember, some people will be starving and alone this christmas, and if you happen to see someone like that, you'll probably just shun and ignore them like they're not worthy of your attention.
and back to the people that are well off, if someone doesn't WANT to support christmas, because they don't want to, or don't believe in all that religious bull shit, then let them, its their call and unfortunately for you, you can't force them into enjoying the day, or "getting into the spirit" of things.
If someone says they don't want anything for christmas, for WHATEVER REASON, respect their wishes, if you give them something i'm sure they'll act like its just what they wanted, but deep down, they asked for nothing, and feel like they're just being ignored.
This year is my last year at home for christmas, next year i reckon i'll be abroad or just stay up in university.
to those of you who CHOOSE to celebrate christmas, Merry christmas,
for those that don't want to, have a good week or two off work/school/college/university ;D i know i will
LIAM
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What is it with people FORCING christmas on you? i get it, you're happy because in 2 days is the 2011th anniversary of "jesus christ" BUT IS THAT EVEN WHY YOU'RE HAPPY?! no, probably not, its probably just because of the commercial side of the day, you all expect presents now, and if you don't get what you want you'll go off on some pissy little bitch fit.
well think about this, some people won't be getting ANYTHING this year, and what little they do get they'll be over the moon with, be it a blanket, a new toy, or even something as simple as a hot meal,
so on christmas day when you're all sat around stuffing your faces and end up wasting SOO much food, just remember, some people will be starving and alone this christmas, and if you happen to see someone like that, you'll probably just shun and ignore them like they're not worthy of your attention.
and back to the people that are well off, if someone doesn't WANT to support christmas, because they don't want to, or don't believe in all that religious bull shit, then let them, its their call and unfortunately for you, you can't force them into enjoying the day, or "getting into the spirit" of things.
If someone says they don't want anything for christmas, for WHATEVER REASON, respect their wishes, if you give them something i'm sure they'll act like its just what they wanted, but deep down, they asked for nothing, and feel like they're just being ignored.
This year is my last year at home for christmas, next year i reckon i'll be abroad or just stay up in university.
to those of you who CHOOSE to celebrate christmas, Merry christmas,
for those that don't want to, have a good week or two off work/school/college/university ;D i know i will
LIAM
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Monday 19 December 2011
Whoops
Really not been keeping up to date with this blog,
Since my last post i've had some insane days and nights,
my course mate fell and cut his head open, then that same night
he took a swing for me and i think he MAY have broken my nose
(its fine, we think i deserved it :P don't really remember)
i also went for a night out on friday, NO idea what happened, but
according to a Geotagged photo in my phone (and the train ticket) i went
to penrith for a short time :) which is always nice to do... i guess
found my old bucket list from when i was 15, it interesting to see what sort of head way i've made
Spend over 50 quid on a night out
Dive the barrier reef
go sky diving
smoke a cigar
get into uni
pass college
learn the difference between hypothermia and hyperthermia
own more than 1 pair of shoes at a time (this one made me laugh)
buy a tweed coat
where said coat for a full day
sex in a hammock (ahem ;) )
dive deeper than 30 meters
go to the arctic
go to Australia
visit africa
Dive with a whale shark
SEE a shark
see the northern lights
stand near an active volcano
Spend 24 hours in the jungle
Smoke a cuban cigar, in cuba
Spend new years eve in time square
spend a whole day sunbathing on a roof (i remember this day well :') )
Be involved in a protest
Drive a police car round a race track
Own a Aston martin DB9
obviously i've added too it over the years, and stuck a few more into the mix now (not saying which ones ;) but they're randomly put in there) we'll see how far i've got at the end of uni :D
OH! and i'm going home for christmas tomorrow :D get to see my puppeh tomorrow and my best friend on tuesday :D :D can't wait
found my old bucket list from when i was 15, it interesting to see what sort of head way i've made
Dive the barrier reef
go sky diving
where said coat for a full day
go to the arctic
go to Australia
visit africa
Dive with a whale shark
see the northern lights
stand near an active volcano
Spend 24 hours in the jungle
Smoke a cuban cigar, in cuba
Spend new years eve in time square
Own a Aston martin DB9
obviously i've added too it over the years, and stuck a few more into the mix now (not saying which ones ;) but they're randomly put in there) we'll see how far i've got at the end of uni :D
OH! and i'm going home for christmas tomorrow :D get to see my puppeh tomorrow and my best friend on tuesday :D :D can't wait
Monday 28 November 2011
Buy Sell rate
Thursday 27 October 2011
What, a post? How strange!
I don't do this posting thing that often, so i thought i'd throw one out there
finally the internet in the house is kinda semi working, for now, maybe,
so far, i've been here at uni for about 5 weeks, its been one hell of a five weeks, so much has happened, im not entirly sure where to start
on the first weekend, someone put our front window though, which i found rather rude, but that got fixed asap,
currently looking for next years accomodation
Liam
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finally the internet in the house is kinda semi working, for now, maybe,
so far, i've been here at uni for about 5 weeks, its been one hell of a five weeks, so much has happened, im not entirly sure where to start
on the first weekend, someone put our front window though, which i found rather rude, but that got fixed asap,
currently looking for next years accomodation
Liam
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Wednesday 21 September 2011
Friday 16 September 2011
First proper uni post :)
right, i've officially moved in now :)
by officially moved in, i mean i had a night out ;D
lots of drinks were consumed, and i kinda realised how much i CAN drink, even after .... 12 (ish?) jager bombs, 5 cans of white stripe, i could still take people home that needed it :) (now i've wrote it down, its not a reyt lot is it? i must have forgotten something )
erm, 2 new people have moved into the house now, but i don't really know they're names because i've not met them just yet.
everyone else is awesome
pretty much just like back home :D
LIAM
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by officially moved in, i mean i had a night out ;D
lots of drinks were consumed, and i kinda realised how much i CAN drink, even after .... 12 (ish?) jager bombs, 5 cans of white stripe, i could still take people home that needed it :) (now i've wrote it down, its not a reyt lot is it? i must have forgotten something )
erm, 2 new people have moved into the house now, but i don't really know they're names because i've not met them just yet.
everyone else is awesome
pretty much just like back home :D
LIAM
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Thursday 15 September 2011
shit
drinking, is not my friend :P
last night i got rather wankered and had to be TAKEN to bed by a new roommate and someone from my course,
not my best move xD
LIAM
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last night i got rather wankered and had to be TAKEN to bed by a new roommate and someone from my course,
not my best move xD
LIAM
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Wednesday 14 September 2011
UNIVERSITY!!
HEY! YOU! do you remember me? ;)
TODAY i moved into my university accomodation :D its very nice, and very big :D (for the smallest room in the house, its twice the size of my bedroom in barrowford so thats all good, gonna keep this tidy though :) because i hope people will stop by more often now my mothers not about, because i think she scared them off ;)
nothing really to add just yet, may do later though
LIAM
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TODAY i moved into my university accomodation :D its very nice, and very big :D (for the smallest room in the house, its twice the size of my bedroom in barrowford so thats all good, gonna keep this tidy though :) because i hope people will stop by more often now my mothers not about, because i think she scared them off ;)
nothing really to add just yet, may do later though
LIAM
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Tuesday 13 September 2011
Sunday 4 September 2011
OOOOO new blogger lay out, its very sexy :D
i have some bad news to share guys, some dumb ass fuckwit tried to steal my card details, said person lives in Blackburn, and happened to buy a drysuit from othree (now i can't point fingers because i don't actually know who it was, but i can probably guess, and my guesses are normally right ;) )
BUT unfortunately for said person, i thought i'd lost my card at solfest, so cancelled it the next day because i didn't want such a thing to happen :) hence this person being a dumb ass fuckwit :D
On a better note :D tonight i'm going unlimited bowling with sarah and ellie :D which will be awesome (8-11 bowling over and over? yes please :D i might get to win one ;) )
other than that, i'm not sure what i'm doing today (i might go watch a film on my own.... i know it seems sad, but its an awesome thing to do (no talking, just sit and enjoy the film) just need to decide what i'm watching :)
eerrrmmm i'm feeling super lazy today :P even sitting up was too much effort this morning x] but i guess thats my entitlement as being a student ;) (entitlement is such a beautiful word )
LIAM
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i have some bad news to share guys, some dumb ass fuckwit tried to steal my card details, said person lives in Blackburn, and happened to buy a drysuit from othree (now i can't point fingers because i don't actually know who it was, but i can probably guess, and my guesses are normally right ;) )
BUT unfortunately for said person, i thought i'd lost my card at solfest, so cancelled it the next day because i didn't want such a thing to happen :) hence this person being a dumb ass fuckwit :D
On a better note :D tonight i'm going unlimited bowling with sarah and ellie :D which will be awesome (8-11 bowling over and over? yes please :D i might get to win one ;) )
other than that, i'm not sure what i'm doing today (i might go watch a film on my own.... i know it seems sad, but its an awesome thing to do (no talking, just sit and enjoy the film) just need to decide what i'm watching :)
eerrrmmm i'm feeling super lazy today :P even sitting up was too much effort this morning x] but i guess thats my entitlement as being a student ;) (entitlement is such a beautiful word )
LIAM
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Saturday 3 September 2011
party time!
went to a 19th birthday last night, i don't remember much, but this is what i do:
I was drinking shots like water,
I bought a round of double everything
I was very drunk
I kissed a girl from my college (who wasn't with my group :') )
some other stuff may or may not have happened
I got married to a tree
I was dancing round a pole in the centre of the street
and my memories are screwed from there :P
i'd give you a nice long post about everything that happend, but, i can't remember
liam
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I was drinking shots like water,
I bought a round of double everything
I was very drunk
I kissed a girl from my college (who wasn't with my group :') )
some other stuff may or may not have happened
I got married to a tree
I was dancing round a pole in the centre of the street
and my memories are screwed from there :P
i'd give you a nice long post about everything that happend, but, i can't remember
liam
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Friday 2 September 2011
PAHAHAHAHAH
12 days 'till i leave for university :D cannot FUCKING wait (whoops, i swored :') )
started meeting people i'm gonna be studying with at uni (for un regular readers i'm studying diagnostic radiography at the UoC carlisle campus) and some of the people i'm going to be living with (only the girls so far :S and i've been told its a fairly even split of lads against lasses in my house, so we'll see)
but i move in on the 14th of september, with all my stuff, and my new life begins without the certain people that have spent the past few months trying to make my life difficult (you all know who she is (on another note, apparently a certain martial arts person is going to kill me :) thus removing his licence and his livelihood, its nice to see i make such big waves in a small pond :D )
I'm starting to realise exactly how much i'll miss my friends though, ellie and sarah are moving into a studio flat together in liverpool (lucky bitches) but last night was the second to last time i'll be diving on a thursday for a very long time (unless my timetable is awesome, then i might be able to come home thursday, dive, go home friday morning, but we'll see :) )
coming up soon (i forget the exact date :S ) is my grandma and grandads 50th wedding anniversary :D so a great big congrats to him for putting up for so long ;) (tee hee)
errmmmm i can't think of anything to add
OH! yes i can, i've got a 19th birthday party tonight at nelson cricket club, and the only reason i'm realllyy going is because my best friend (whom i've not seen for months) will be there :)
thats about it
Liam
OUT! :D
started meeting people i'm gonna be studying with at uni (for un regular readers i'm studying diagnostic radiography at the UoC carlisle campus) and some of the people i'm going to be living with (only the girls so far :S and i've been told its a fairly even split of lads against lasses in my house, so we'll see)
but i move in on the 14th of september, with all my stuff, and my new life begins without the certain people that have spent the past few months trying to make my life difficult (you all know who she is (on another note, apparently a certain martial arts person is going to kill me :) thus removing his licence and his livelihood, its nice to see i make such big waves in a small pond :D )
I'm starting to realise exactly how much i'll miss my friends though, ellie and sarah are moving into a studio flat together in liverpool (lucky bitches) but last night was the second to last time i'll be diving on a thursday for a very long time (unless my timetable is awesome, then i might be able to come home thursday, dive, go home friday morning, but we'll see :) )
coming up soon (i forget the exact date :S ) is my grandma and grandads 50th wedding anniversary :D so a great big congrats to him for putting up for so long ;) (tee hee)
errmmmm i can't think of anything to add
OH! yes i can, i've got a 19th birthday party tonight at nelson cricket club, and the only reason i'm realllyy going is because my best friend (whom i've not seen for months) will be there :)
thats about it
Liam
OUT! :D
Wednesday 31 August 2011
wow, what a weekend :D
spent the weekend at solfest, where i drank so much, and probably inhaled so much more :') second hand ftw ;)
was an amazing weekend (apart from i unfortunatly forgot to offer one of my best friends the place my ex took up, which would have made the weekend more interesting and fun :D ) but it was great :D
saw some amazing bands, and found some new ones, and listened to some old favorites :)
real update soon
was an amazing weekend (apart from i unfortunatly forgot to offer one of my best friends the place my ex took up, which would have made the weekend more interesting and fun :D ) but it was great :D
saw some amazing bands, and found some new ones, and listened to some old favorites :)
real update soon
Saturday 27 August 2011
Update from a festival :)
Hi guys, I'm in the reggae chillout tent at solfest, I'm off my head and fucking partying down like there's no tomorrow :D (and at this rate, there may not be)
Its too dark to give y'all a real update, so I will when I can :)
Liam
Out!
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Saturday 20 August 2011
totes worked out how to do it :D
no idea whats going on with that last post, being all in white and stuff,
but as promised, here is my picture :D
but as promised, here is my picture :D
i am well aware its a gay posey one, but someone wanted to see the hair, and for some reason its all redyfide :S but yes, my hair is kinda ginger :D
Liam
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UNIVERSITY!
OMG hey!
got my A-level results back on thursday.... and.... i .... got... into... UNIVERSITY! :D
both! actually! but i changed my mind! going to cumbria instead of liverpool, think its the better choice.
except im going it alone :O so i'll arrive with no friends, but its all good, i can make new friends
updating via email, so its only short cuz im on my phone, will update properly soon
OH also, i got a hair cut :D picture as soon as i work out how to get onto my blogger account from the shops PC :)
Liam
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-----------------------------------------------------------------Tuesday 16 August 2011
Blah! been so long :S sorry guys
Hello! sorry its been so long since my last update :) i was having some problems getting chance to get online and a few people didn't want me to carry on, but i'm back in buisness (for now)
swear to god, its been a week since i went properly out and i'm BORED sensless need to get out and DRINK properly :') but all my friends don't really do "going" out properly :S sad...
ANYWAY, the reason i decieded to update you guys, was because of a dream i had last night :P
as i'm sure many of you know, its results day on thursday, and last night, i dreamt i was at the farne islands diving, then realised it was results day, so ixo facto, i ended up at college, except, when i opened the envelope containing my resuts, it was SO confusing! i'd gotten all my tests back (funniley enough the questions were all the right questions from the exams :S ) and we had to decifer our grades from the papers, was one scary shit of a thing, and i couldn't work it out, so i didn't get into uni :(
other than that, lifes bucked up again :D been diving since my last post, thouroughly loved that :D always love diving, and it gets sooo much better in a wetsuit xD
thats about it, i'm tired xD i'll update again sooon
Liam
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swear to god, its been a week since i went properly out and i'm BORED sensless need to get out and DRINK properly :') but all my friends don't really do "going" out properly :S sad...
ANYWAY, the reason i decieded to update you guys, was because of a dream i had last night :P
as i'm sure many of you know, its results day on thursday, and last night, i dreamt i was at the farne islands diving, then realised it was results day, so ixo facto, i ended up at college, except, when i opened the envelope containing my resuts, it was SO confusing! i'd gotten all my tests back (funniley enough the questions were all the right questions from the exams :S ) and we had to decifer our grades from the papers, was one scary shit of a thing, and i couldn't work it out, so i didn't get into uni :(
other than that, lifes bucked up again :D been diving since my last post, thouroughly loved that :D always love diving, and it gets sooo much better in a wetsuit xD
thats about it, i'm tired xD i'll update again sooon
Liam
OUT!
Sunday 14 August 2011
Sunday 7 August 2011
Seems things are going wrong as my life gets better
Just as things were looking up, someone I'm close to has something going wrong :/ which puts me back on the bottom, to those of you going through shitty times right now, keep smiling, things will eventually buck up.
No matter how hard life gets, it can be ten times worse, but it WILL pick up, I promise you all that :) and as long as you have caring friends to pull you through, you will pull through.
To you that's got the problem (you know who you are, if you ever read this) keep smiling :) you don't ever have to tell me, but if you want space just ask for it, and it will be given :)
Liam
OUT!
(When I get my flat, I'mma start a novel)
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Saturday 6 August 2011
Hello people!
hey guys :) just thought i'd bob in and let you all know i've not given up despite numourous people advising me too over this "tough" time
next person who calls this a "tough time" seriously needs there head checking, i've been through tougher times that this, the only difference this time is that some bitch is trying to undermine me and make me feel like a worthless piece of shit (yep, even now she won't back off, and some people STILL think she's perfect) but i still have some awesome friends standing by me and nothing i can do will ever show how greatful i am for these people.
that same person also told me to stop posting about her on here, doesn't mean it'll happen, because last time i checked we still had freedom of speach in england, and when i start breaking some laws, THEN i'll stop :) but i don't think i have :) so WHOOPS get over yourself :)
maybe one day this blog'll stop being all depressing and stuff but not any time soon =/ bear with me 'till i'm sorted :) then you'll see i can be happy like i was before ;)
and i'm still getting haters coming through :) but i'm done listening to you all xD
erm, looking forward to my viewing on monday :) hoping to sort it out ASAP and have my own place, which is BOUND to be awesome, and i'm sure its no where near as hard as everyone moans about :P
Liam
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next person who calls this a "tough time" seriously needs there head checking, i've been through tougher times that this, the only difference this time is that some bitch is trying to undermine me and make me feel like a worthless piece of shit (yep, even now she won't back off, and some people STILL think she's perfect) but i still have some awesome friends standing by me and nothing i can do will ever show how greatful i am for these people.
that same person also told me to stop posting about her on here, doesn't mean it'll happen, because last time i checked we still had freedom of speach in england, and when i start breaking some laws, THEN i'll stop :) but i don't think i have :) so WHOOPS get over yourself :)
maybe one day this blog'll stop being all depressing and stuff but not any time soon =/ bear with me 'till i'm sorted :) then you'll see i can be happy like i was before ;)
and i'm still getting haters coming through :) but i'm done listening to you all xD
erm, looking forward to my viewing on monday :) hoping to sort it out ASAP and have my own place, which is BOUND to be awesome, and i'm sure its no where near as hard as everyone moans about :P
Liam
OUT!
Friday 5 August 2011
Beginning to regret telling people about this blog
Because I can't be honest on it just yet, I can't really fully say how I feel because people I know will read it.
And for all the haters that keep emailing me saying you don't like what I post, fuck off and stop reading then :P
In lighter news, I had an awesome lasagne today :)
Liam
Out!
(Oh, and when I get my flat, I'mma cook some octupi :P )
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Blogging on the move
Hey guys :)
As mentioned earlier I'm now homeless (well, I'm crashing on my grandmas bathroom floor, which aint ideal but it'll do 'till I find a place of my own)
BUT I do have some good news for once :P I've got a viewing of a flat in nelson, its just a 2 roomed studio flat (I.e it has a shower room with toilet, and a big (ish) room with a kitchen area and room for a bed and stuff)
Again, its not the ritz but its a roof, and it has a kitchen, and it'll actually be my own home. Meaning there's no one to tell me when to get up, I can have people round without needing permission off my mother, and I'm not in anyones way and it gives me somewhere to be alone and just THINK (which is something I've never had before, because at mums house, people would just walk into my room without knocking and take my stuff without asking)
Plus, it'll finally give me the independence I've been STRIVING for that'll prepare me for life in the real world, because I'm fed up of people giving me agro and telling me I'm "still a child" well show me how many children will be able to fend for themselves in the real world.
I'm actually beyond caring what people think now, some people seem not to give a shit, and its these people I won't really trust anymore :) because they don't deserve the trust, but there's a few that have sympathised with me, and gave me the support I needed yesterday :) they know who they are, and I thank them :)
I'm just about done, typing on my phone wears my thumbs out xD so I'll go :) I'll keep you updated with what goes on in life and the flat situ as and when I get a second or 2 :)
LIAM
OUT!
Dotty line ;)
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As mentioned earlier I'm now homeless (well, I'm crashing on my grandmas bathroom floor, which aint ideal but it'll do 'till I find a place of my own)
BUT I do have some good news for once :P I've got a viewing of a flat in nelson, its just a 2 roomed studio flat (I.e it has a shower room with toilet, and a big (ish) room with a kitchen area and room for a bed and stuff)
Again, its not the ritz but its a roof, and it has a kitchen, and it'll actually be my own home. Meaning there's no one to tell me when to get up, I can have people round without needing permission off my mother, and I'm not in anyones way and it gives me somewhere to be alone and just THINK (which is something I've never had before, because at mums house, people would just walk into my room without knocking and take my stuff without asking)
Plus, it'll finally give me the independence I've been STRIVING for that'll prepare me for life in the real world, because I'm fed up of people giving me agro and telling me I'm "still a child" well show me how many children will be able to fend for themselves in the real world.
I'm actually beyond caring what people think now, some people seem not to give a shit, and its these people I won't really trust anymore :) because they don't deserve the trust, but there's a few that have sympathised with me, and gave me the support I needed yesterday :) they know who they are, and I thank them :)
I'm just about done, typing on my phone wears my thumbs out xD so I'll go :) I'll keep you updated with what goes on in life and the flat situ as and when I get a second or 2 :)
LIAM
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at times of need you find out who your real friends are :)
okay, i mentioned earlier that i've been kicked out from home.
of the 6 people (that aren't family) that know, 5 of them said they hope i sort it/ find a place soon, 1 just asked me if i could bring a dive computer to the shop... no guesses which one that was?
so right now, i'm looking for a flat that i can rent for the 2 months 'till i go off to university, and its not fucking easy, and its not gonna be cheap, but unfortunately i have no home to go to anymore, so i need to find a job that'll take me on for less than 2 months, and a flat that'll take an eighteen year old with no references, and sort out electricity and stuff... bad timez man :(
anyway, i'm going to bed (i'm staying at my grandmas till i find somewhere
LIAM
OUT!
of the 6 people (that aren't family) that know, 5 of them said they hope i sort it/ find a place soon, 1 just asked me if i could bring a dive computer to the shop... no guesses which one that was?
so right now, i'm looking for a flat that i can rent for the 2 months 'till i go off to university, and its not fucking easy, and its not gonna be cheap, but unfortunately i have no home to go to anymore, so i need to find a job that'll take me on for less than 2 months, and a flat that'll take an eighteen year old with no references, and sort out electricity and stuff... bad timez man :(
anyway, i'm going to bed (i'm staying at my grandmas till i find somewhere
LIAM
OUT!
Thursday 4 August 2011
Update :(
get guys, i've been kicked out :( so i'm looking for a flat
will give a proper update later, but i'm not sure if i'll have the internet for long :(
will give a proper update later, but i'm not sure if i'll have the internet for long :(
Wednesday 3 August 2011
just been thinking
about my ex, (the big ex, not one of the others that have come and go in the past few months)
must be a kinda sad existence, she doesn't realllyy have any people she just "hangs out with" like most people, they're all through diving/where she works/mma, and its normally things like that that brings her together with people... sure she might sometimes get some free time with a few, but not as much as most :(
i actually feel sorry for her =/ and i know i shouldn't because of all the crap she put me through, and all the mental torture she keeps subjecting me too, but at least i've come out the other side with a load of new friends, and so many of the old ones (despite her best efforts) but i do, i won't divulge on here exactly why i feel sorry for her, but if you know me well enough (i.e if your name is sophie, ellie or sarah ;) ) you'll understand exactly what i'm getting at :) its a shame she's let some people drivea wedge between us, but at the end of the day, i lose nothing if i lose her, other than the brief spells of "friendship" that i get from her (which i treasure no end... but they are so few and far between) but then the random rants she goes off on at me and openly slagging me off, just puts my back up against her (and lets be honest, she's my ex, so i'm more than entitled to hate every fiber in her body LOL )
i very much doubt she'll ever read this -shrugs- but getting this shit out is what stops be falling into insanity :) plus, its mostly strangers that read this blog, so i dunno, one day family will read it, but oh well, don't really give a shit, because recently, having family hasn't really helped me compaired to having the friends that i have (Seems to be that lately most of my family will only help if it suits them, whereas my friends will do their very best at all times to help, kinda a role reversal there :P but i do consider my friends to be closer than family anyway -shrugs-)
wow, 2 longs posts in one day, and theres sooo much left i want to write to y'all about, but it'll have to wait i guess :)
Liam
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must be a kinda sad existence, she doesn't realllyy have any people she just "hangs out with" like most people, they're all through diving/where she works/mma, and its normally things like that that brings her together with people... sure she might sometimes get some free time with a few, but not as much as most :(
i actually feel sorry for her =/ and i know i shouldn't because of all the crap she put me through, and all the mental torture she keeps subjecting me too, but at least i've come out the other side with a load of new friends, and so many of the old ones (despite her best efforts) but i do, i won't divulge on here exactly why i feel sorry for her, but if you know me well enough (i.e if your name is sophie, ellie or sarah ;) ) you'll understand exactly what i'm getting at :) its a shame she's let some people drivea wedge between us, but at the end of the day, i lose nothing if i lose her, other than the brief spells of "friendship" that i get from her (which i treasure no end... but they are so few and far between) but then the random rants she goes off on at me and openly slagging me off, just puts my back up against her (and lets be honest, she's my ex, so i'm more than entitled to hate every fiber in her body LOL )
i very much doubt she'll ever read this -shrugs- but getting this shit out is what stops be falling into insanity :) plus, its mostly strangers that read this blog, so i dunno, one day family will read it, but oh well, don't really give a shit, because recently, having family hasn't really helped me compaired to having the friends that i have (Seems to be that lately most of my family will only help if it suits them, whereas my friends will do their very best at all times to help, kinda a role reversal there :P but i do consider my friends to be closer than family anyway -shrugs-)
wow, 2 longs posts in one day, and theres sooo much left i want to write to y'all about, but it'll have to wait i guess :)
Liam
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fed to the back teeth with jumped up junkies :)
a certain someone in my life decides to get high and give me abuse for no apparent reason, this would be fine, except they can't see that i don't give a shit :)
but anyway, sorry its been so long since my last update, i've just not done an awful lot untill the past week :D
this past weekend i assisted on my first ever openwater at capernwray dive centre, they both did awesome and i'd like to take the opportunity to thank them for making my life easy, and i look forward to diving with them today :D
and yesterday i went to blackpool with sarah, just because we could (i always love how me and her just plan things the day before then just go xD its kinda awesome, but then again, we are that awesome) it was an odd kinda day, it was warm, but muggy, meaning i wasn't sure if i should wear a hoody or not, so i did, and profuse sweating occurred (DOH ) but its all good, maybe the summer wont last long :( (i hate summer, as a child i used to be ginger and that means heat reeeaallllyyy affects me, and it always knocks me for 6 when its summer time (ssoooo glad that we don't do any exams over summer.... i think it'd kill me and i'd fail)
right now i'm waiting for my lift to the dive shop so i can go diving with the afore mentioned students on their first ever pleasure dive :D so that should be fun i think :)
but on the news they're doing at story on the fact that at the minute, ripping songs from a CD to put onto your iPod/mp3 player, is illegal, this is the first i've heard of this, and it means i've broken the law many many times XD LOCK ME UP THEN :P but its okay, they're legalising it today (which i think is stupid, because it means a few friends just need to chip in to by one CD and share it between them :/ i think the law needs to be more detailed than what they're planning, otherwise the artists will lose money :( and we don't want that =/
long post, lots of updates, so i'mma go:)
Liam
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but anyway, sorry its been so long since my last update, i've just not done an awful lot untill the past week :D
this past weekend i assisted on my first ever openwater at capernwray dive centre, they both did awesome and i'd like to take the opportunity to thank them for making my life easy, and i look forward to diving with them today :D
and yesterday i went to blackpool with sarah, just because we could (i always love how me and her just plan things the day before then just go xD its kinda awesome, but then again, we are that awesome) it was an odd kinda day, it was warm, but muggy, meaning i wasn't sure if i should wear a hoody or not, so i did, and profuse sweating occurred (DOH ) but its all good, maybe the summer wont last long :( (i hate summer, as a child i used to be ginger and that means heat reeeaallllyyy affects me, and it always knocks me for 6 when its summer time (ssoooo glad that we don't do any exams over summer.... i think it'd kill me and i'd fail)
right now i'm waiting for my lift to the dive shop so i can go diving with the afore mentioned students on their first ever pleasure dive :D so that should be fun i think :)
but on the news they're doing at story on the fact that at the minute, ripping songs from a CD to put onto your iPod/mp3 player, is illegal, this is the first i've heard of this, and it means i've broken the law many many times XD LOCK ME UP THEN :P but its okay, they're legalising it today (which i think is stupid, because it means a few friends just need to chip in to by one CD and share it between them :/ i think the law needs to be more detailed than what they're planning, otherwise the artists will lose money :( and we don't want that =/
long post, lots of updates, so i'mma go:)
Liam
OUT!
Friday 29 July 2011
Thursday 21 July 2011
300 people :D
300 of y'all have read my blog now :) and not one post, you bastards ;)
on the pluss side, this blog seems to have become a fairly big part of my life now that i'm free most of the time.
HOWEVER! sarah comes back tomorrow :D and she's been gne for a week now :( i can't wait till she comes home because on saturday we're going to see harry potter :D it will be my 4th time, and her first to have seen the film, which means i know it word for word and i'll have to sit there in silence and try SOOO hard not to copy what everyones saying throughout the whole film.
ALSO ITS 4 WEEKS UNTILL RESULTS DAY! :D i'm really kinda nervous, i've started talking myself through what i'll do when i fail, but i don't dare talk to anyone about it because they'll all say "you'll do fine" but what if i dont!? D: scared crapless right now :D absolutly dreading it, but it'll fire its way around and arrive so quickley and i'll wake on that thursday morning and make a brown mess all the way to college :) and sit in the corner rocking backwards and forwards like a crazy person.
:S this is not good :P i've got to send my finance stuff off, but i need a passport first, so i need to do that D: its so hard to get it all done i wish i'd done it sooner :(
Divemaster stuff is getting REALLY hard again, because of all the other stresses, not 100% sure if i want to stick with it right now :( part of me wants to just dive, and enjoy diving instead of spending all my time learning and "teaching" but then tonight when i'm in the pool with nicolette an open water student, i know i'll love the feeling when she masters a skill, and i'll have a renewed love for the divemaster course again. its a tough one. guess i'll stick at it.
wow, what a long and bulky post :O if you've come over from my facebook, WELCOME, if you've just discovered it by chance, ALSO WELCOME :D
LIAM
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on the pluss side, this blog seems to have become a fairly big part of my life now that i'm free most of the time.
HOWEVER! sarah comes back tomorrow :D and she's been gne for a week now :( i can't wait till she comes home because on saturday we're going to see harry potter :D it will be my 4th time, and her first to have seen the film, which means i know it word for word and i'll have to sit there in silence and try SOOO hard not to copy what everyones saying throughout the whole film.
ALSO ITS 4 WEEKS UNTILL RESULTS DAY! :D i'm really kinda nervous, i've started talking myself through what i'll do when i fail, but i don't dare talk to anyone about it because they'll all say "you'll do fine" but what if i dont!? D: scared crapless right now :D absolutly dreading it, but it'll fire its way around and arrive so quickley and i'll wake on that thursday morning and make a brown mess all the way to college :) and sit in the corner rocking backwards and forwards like a crazy person.
:S this is not good :P i've got to send my finance stuff off, but i need a passport first, so i need to do that D: its so hard to get it all done i wish i'd done it sooner :(
Divemaster stuff is getting REALLY hard again, because of all the other stresses, not 100% sure if i want to stick with it right now :( part of me wants to just dive, and enjoy diving instead of spending all my time learning and "teaching" but then tonight when i'm in the pool with nicolette an open water student, i know i'll love the feeling when she masters a skill, and i'll have a renewed love for the divemaster course again. its a tough one. guess i'll stick at it.
wow, what a long and bulky post :O if you've come over from my facebook, WELCOME, if you've just discovered it by chance, ALSO WELCOME :D
LIAM
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Wednesday 20 July 2011
harry potter again
saw harry potter for the 3rd time today :D i think i may be obsessed with this film, i cannot stress how AMAZING it is properly with words :D
thats kinda all that happening right now, just pre ordered modern warfare 3 for PS3, that arrives in november XD so i'mma have to make a special trip home to pick it up (really should have thought this through but oh well)
also noticed that FIFA 12 comes out on my birthday this year :D so that awesome
sarahs still on holiday, and i kinda miss her (and i'm sure she'll read this and gloat) but its true, i'm bored senseless without her :D but we're going to see harry potter on saturday (so that'll be my 4th time XD )
thats kinda about it, nothing else interestingng happens anymore really
Liam
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thats kinda all that happening right now, just pre ordered modern warfare 3 for PS3, that arrives in november XD so i'mma have to make a special trip home to pick it up (really should have thought this through but oh well)
also noticed that FIFA 12 comes out on my birthday this year :D so that awesome
sarahs still on holiday, and i kinda miss her (and i'm sure she'll read this and gloat) but its true, i'm bored senseless without her :D but we're going to see harry potter on saturday (so that'll be my 4th time XD )
thats kinda about it, nothing else interestingng happens anymore really
Liam
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Monday 18 July 2011
2 posts in a day?!? must be REALLY bored
right now, i'm supposed to be washing up, but the sink, is DISGUSTING, and i washed up on friday, and i haven't been home all weekend, so i know its not my washing up :( i hate pawing through scanky washing up thats not mine :(
and i also have all the harry potter books that i plan to read, so thats distracting me :) i may read a little, then do the washing up :) then go to get some monies :D
LIAM
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and i also have all the harry potter books that i plan to read, so thats distracting me :) i may read a little, then do the washing up :) then go to get some monies :D
LIAM
OUT!
FUCKING FUCK FUCK
man, am i having a shit time right now
yesterday, i had to do my divemaster workshops in open water, and it couldn't have gone more SHIT
i had so much crap running round inside my head, standards, where i'm going, where i have to be possitioned, and it was made worse by the guy i was doing the workshop with (another divemaster, not the instructor), insiting we do the dive i'd described to the "student" (my instructor) but backwards, which i cannot for the LIFE of me navigate -_- so extra stress there...
ALSO, on my first dive i left my computer in gauge mode -__- which im sure none of you know what that means, but basically, it means i can't use my computer to dive for 48 hours -_- so from now on, i think i may dive with 2 computers wherever possible, so if i do that again by accident, i can still have a computer which i can keep diving on and it'll track my nitrogen and stuff :) so i've found a vyper on ebay for less than 80 quid :) because i've kinda promised mine to someone else....
then, on top of that, i was given surface cover to do (which i struggle with anyway because the sheet bugs me to no end) so all the stress of divemaster workshop + stress of surface cover = head blowing, which i then started beating myself up for.
didn't help with steph having her sly digs all fucking day, and then getting involved with sophie, which she [sophie] has said MORE than once that she doesn't want her to do, so that pissed me off even more, MAN i hate that girl when she tries to turn people against me... well it won't work, it just pushes more and more people against her, which i find HILARIOUS to watch :) quite a few people have told me now that they've seen her for who she really is =] shame the others won't see that yet xD give it time
sarah is back to blogging :) but i won't post a link, because i very much doubt she's gonna blog properly yet ;) when she does, a link will appear again.
Mum keeps having major digs at me, and i'm not sure what the hell i'm supposed to do about it, smiling as my values are torn apart one by one does not equal fun.
thats it, kinda a ranty post :( but thats the way life is right now
Liam
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yesterday, i had to do my divemaster workshops in open water, and it couldn't have gone more SHIT
i had so much crap running round inside my head, standards, where i'm going, where i have to be possitioned, and it was made worse by the guy i was doing the workshop with (another divemaster, not the instructor), insiting we do the dive i'd described to the "student" (my instructor) but backwards, which i cannot for the LIFE of me navigate -_- so extra stress there...
ALSO, on my first dive i left my computer in gauge mode -__- which im sure none of you know what that means, but basically, it means i can't use my computer to dive for 48 hours -_- so from now on, i think i may dive with 2 computers wherever possible, so if i do that again by accident, i can still have a computer which i can keep diving on and it'll track my nitrogen and stuff :) so i've found a vyper on ebay for less than 80 quid :) because i've kinda promised mine to someone else....
then, on top of that, i was given surface cover to do (which i struggle with anyway because the sheet bugs me to no end) so all the stress of divemaster workshop + stress of surface cover = head blowing, which i then started beating myself up for.
didn't help with steph having her sly digs all fucking day, and then getting involved with sophie, which she [sophie] has said MORE than once that she doesn't want her to do, so that pissed me off even more, MAN i hate that girl when she tries to turn people against me... well it won't work, it just pushes more and more people against her, which i find HILARIOUS to watch :) quite a few people have told me now that they've seen her for who she really is =] shame the others won't see that yet xD give it time
sarah is back to blogging :) but i won't post a link, because i very much doubt she's gonna blog properly yet ;) when she does, a link will appear again.
Mum keeps having major digs at me, and i'm not sure what the hell i'm supposed to do about it, smiling as my values are torn apart one by one does not equal fun.
thats it, kinda a ranty post :( but thats the way life is right now
Liam
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Saturday 16 July 2011
HARRY POTTER SPOILERS
OMG saw harry potter yesterday with sophie (don't think i've mentioned her on here yet: sophie is my best friend from highschool, she tells everyone i'm her gay best friend who's not gay :) )
WHAT A FUCKING FILM omfg i have never been so transfixed in a film in whole my life, its EASILY the best harry potter film so far, (well, obviously its the last :( )
WTF happened to neville, he's turned into some bad ass gangster chappy :P "YOU AND WHOS ARMY" :') proper love neville
http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=5665038011813457775
was sure hermoine was gonna kill the snake at some point, and that would have been bad, but she didn't so its all good :D
love voldemorts laugh always makes me giggle :P and then when harry just flops out of hagrids arms (very hagrid light film this one, i'd forgotten all about him until he was held captive by the death eaters (and i don't remember the film explaining why) )
of course just like the books theres a few loose ends (such as where did the death eaters go, does anyone ever find the resurrection stone again, we also never met tonks and lupins kid) but you know, thats life i guess.
i also realised that harry is a serious mommas boy, when he was talking to the dead people from his life before he fought voldemort in the forbidden forest, he spent more time talking to his mother, but he's supposed to be just like james, his father. but again, thats life
just a quick gif before i go, if you've seen the film, you'll get this, if not, probably you wont :) even if you've read the books
WHAT A FUCKING FILM omfg i have never been so transfixed in a film in whole my life, its EASILY the best harry potter film so far, (well, obviously its the last :( )
WTF happened to neville, he's turned into some bad ass gangster chappy :P "YOU AND WHOS ARMY" :') proper love neville
http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=5665038011813457775
was sure hermoine was gonna kill the snake at some point, and that would have been bad, but she didn't so its all good :D
love voldemorts laugh always makes me giggle :P and then when harry just flops out of hagrids arms (very hagrid light film this one, i'd forgotten all about him until he was held captive by the death eaters (and i don't remember the film explaining why) )
of course just like the books theres a few loose ends (such as where did the death eaters go, does anyone ever find the resurrection stone again, we also never met tonks and lupins kid) but you know, thats life i guess.
i also realised that harry is a serious mommas boy, when he was talking to the dead people from his life before he fought voldemort in the forbidden forest, he spent more time talking to his mother, but he's supposed to be just like james, his father. but again, thats life
just a quick gif before i go, if you've seen the film, you'll get this, if not, probably you wont :) even if you've read the books
Saturday 9 July 2011
Ladies and gentlemen
Hey y'all :D not updated for a while,
I'm on the road (again) this time I'm in Stoke-on-trent with my dear friend sarah :D we're meeting our other friend NikkiE and going to alton towers, and anyone else who tags along xD
So far we went to a park (yesterday) and ate subway (I have a sneaky suspicion nikkiE doesn't like subway, so I don't think we'll have it again :) )
Today is alton towers thouugh :D and I'm led in bed waiting for sarah to be done in her shower (I should put some pants on soon, she's been told she's aloud to just walk in D; )
Before I get all the emails I know its been ages, but I've been busy with divemaster stuff, so suck it :P nah I kid, its just been dull, and all my posts that I started writing were all realllyyy short
Anyway, I think she's up
Liam
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Saturday 2 July 2011
Sad timez man
In our darkest hours,
we are always alone,
the people around us flee,
leaving only ourselves to stand tall,
Except those closest to you,
The ones that keep you strong,
If you lose them,
You're back, to being alone
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we are always alone,
the people around us flee,
leaving only ourselves to stand tall,
Except those closest to you,
The ones that keep you strong,
If you lose them,
You're back, to being alone
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Thursday 30 June 2011
so tired
im working at the dive shop tomorrow, so am i okay to do a post then? you sure? kthnx
liam
out!
liam
out!
Wednesday 29 June 2011
Break from preperation
Oh mai, this isn't as simple as i first thought, i'm up to my ears in PADI standards, and documentation, times per skill number of students per qualified divemaster and above
never expected this to be easy, just didn't think it'd be REALLY hard :P
anyway, best get back to it :)
liam
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never expected this to be easy, just didn't think it'd be REALLY hard :P
anyway, best get back to it :)
liam
OUT!
quick update before i shoot off
hey everyone :D
got to dash off to prepare for my divemaster practical today, which im not prepared for, because of exams, but ho hum :P
went diving yesterday at capernwray dive centre with my good friend Mr lythgo from reefers and wreckers =] (i don't remember if that's the right spelling of his name) was a truly amazing day, first dive we followed the wall round at about 14-17 meters for about 50 minutes, then we dropped into the sump (that has a depth of 20+ meters) played around in there for about 5 minutes and came back, all in all, 65 minutes underwater, was about 15-18 degrees, so was wonderfully warm :D serious thermocline (region where temp rapidly drops) at 15 meters though
second dive, saw a bit more, mainly because we set out with that intention xD 2 meter plat, 6 meter plat, Cessna aeroplane, onto the answer, then straight across the the african queen, on to the container, complete with helicopter and an oil rig, through that, onto the BBIIGGG passenger plane (its a HS 748 G-BVOV for anyone who's more into planes than me) through the plane, up onto the wall (lost my way for a second, undershot my distance) up onto the devil and lord lucan (old fiber glass horse from Blackpool, if you're too young to remember it, google it :) ) onto shergar (same thing) then left onto the dreamer, then onto thunderbird 4, then turned round and came home :D all in all, 46 minutes with a max depth of 17.5 meters
all in all, a good day :D
and today I'm spending all day at the dive shop sorting out my kit, and my theory and a load of other peoples kit for this weekend (did i mention i was going the farne islands yet? if not, I'M GOING THE FARNE ISLANDS THIS WEEKEND !! :D :D :D)
so I'll let you know how the first of my 3 practical assessments goes tonight =] wish me luck!
Liam
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got to dash off to prepare for my divemaster practical today, which im not prepared for, because of exams, but ho hum :P
went diving yesterday at capernwray dive centre with my good friend Mr lythgo from reefers and wreckers =] (i don't remember if that's the right spelling of his name) was a truly amazing day, first dive we followed the wall round at about 14-17 meters for about 50 minutes, then we dropped into the sump (that has a depth of 20+ meters) played around in there for about 5 minutes and came back, all in all, 65 minutes underwater, was about 15-18 degrees, so was wonderfully warm :D serious thermocline (region where temp rapidly drops) at 15 meters though
second dive, saw a bit more, mainly because we set out with that intention xD 2 meter plat, 6 meter plat, Cessna aeroplane, onto the answer, then straight across the the african queen, on to the container, complete with helicopter and an oil rig, through that, onto the BBIIGGG passenger plane (its a HS 748 G-BVOV for anyone who's more into planes than me) through the plane, up onto the wall (lost my way for a second, undershot my distance) up onto the devil and lord lucan (old fiber glass horse from Blackpool, if you're too young to remember it, google it :) ) onto shergar (same thing) then left onto the dreamer, then onto thunderbird 4, then turned round and came home :D all in all, 46 minutes with a max depth of 17.5 meters
all in all, a good day :D
and today I'm spending all day at the dive shop sorting out my kit, and my theory and a load of other peoples kit for this weekend (did i mention i was going the farne islands yet? if not, I'M GOING THE FARNE ISLANDS THIS WEEKEND !! :D :D :D)
so I'll let you know how the first of my 3 practical assessments goes tonight =] wish me luck!
Liam
OUT!
Tuesday 28 June 2011
These past 2 years
Well, that's it, college is done for, and I've been thinking about it, and so much has happened over the past 2 years:
Made some awesome friends
Met 4 people I do not like
Made some close bonds with the teachers,
Laughed more times than I care to remember
Eaten about 1 KG of sausage butties
Eaten 1 bacon butty
Drunk hundreds of bottles of coke,
Went to ainsdale
Dissected at least 5 different things,
Sat 18 exams,
Gone through at least 2 trees worth of paper
Lost about 200 pens
Had 3 calculators,
Climed pendle hill
Lost a girlfriend
Found another
That one fizzled out
Been sure I was insane
Had that confirmed,
Lost a cousin :(
Haven't (yet) failed a single subject
Went to the states
Came back alone
Had two toenails removed
Cried a few times
Turned 18
Got wasted 4 times
Puked on one persons back
Played 20+ games of bowling
Watched even more films at the cinema
Lost someones friendship that was important to me
Learnt who my real friends are
Experimented on about 50 maggots,
Went on strike
Went to london
Went to liverpool
Spent sooo much money
Learnt how to programme
Learnt a lot of important stuff
Argued
Been punched 5 times
Had threats been made
Made threats of my own
Made some stupid mistakes
But made some awesome choices,
The past 2 years have easily been the hardest of my life, and normally people say that college was great and they'd do it all again, knowing what I do now? I'd do so much differently
Liam
Out!
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Made some awesome friends
Met 4 people I do not like
Made some close bonds with the teachers,
Laughed more times than I care to remember
Eaten about 1 KG of sausage butties
Eaten 1 bacon butty
Drunk hundreds of bottles of coke,
Went to ainsdale
Dissected at least 5 different things,
Sat 18 exams,
Gone through at least 2 trees worth of paper
Lost about 200 pens
Had 3 calculators,
Climed pendle hill
Lost a girlfriend
Found another
That one fizzled out
Been sure I was insane
Had that confirmed,
Lost a cousin :(
Haven't (yet) failed a single subject
Went to the states
Came back alone
Had two toenails removed
Cried a few times
Turned 18
Got wasted 4 times
Puked on one persons back
Played 20+ games of bowling
Watched even more films at the cinema
Lost someones friendship that was important to me
Learnt who my real friends are
Experimented on about 50 maggots,
Went on strike
Went to london
Went to liverpool
Spent sooo much money
Learnt how to programme
Learnt a lot of important stuff
Argued
Been punched 5 times
Had threats been made
Made threats of my own
Made some stupid mistakes
But made some awesome choices,
The past 2 years have easily been the hardest of my life, and normally people say that college was great and they'd do it all again, knowing what I do now? I'd do so much differently
Liam
Out!
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Monday 27 June 2011
sarahs gay blog
http://spacegirl-sarah.blogspot.com/
as promised, a link to sarahs blog, all she does is whinge about hayfever... geez, she moans when its cold, and then moans when its hot :/ women ;)
anyway, enjoy both, i'm supposed to be tidying :D
as promised, a link to sarahs blog, all she does is whinge about hayfever... geez, she moans when its cold, and then moans when its hot :/ women ;)
anyway, enjoy both, i'm supposed to be tidying :D
i'm officially back babies!
sorry for the randomly dissapearing, but i'm NOT DEAD :D
had my last exam this morning and spent the rest of the day chilling and relaxing, now i'm about to tidy my room :D
i'm SOOO freaking glad that exams are over (They were begining to REALLY get me down and stuff :( it wasn't pleasent)
so now i just have to wait untill the 3rd thursday in august to find out my results (MORE NERVES!) but its all good :) i now have like 9 weeks to fill until then, so i'm thinking i may learn french using rosetta stone, because it's something to do (after these first two weeks, which will be PACKED full of fun (so lots of updates to come ;) )
then after that, french lessons at home baby!
ALSO my best friend from college is getting a blog, so all you regulars should pop over to hers (i'll post a link when she gives me one) ahhh helping out a young blogger in need -day dreams-
ANYWAY! i'm off to tidy my room because i haven't done it in about 2 months and its become a bit of a sti xD
Be good people
LIAM
OUT! xxx
had my last exam this morning and spent the rest of the day chilling and relaxing, now i'm about to tidy my room :D
i'm SOOO freaking glad that exams are over (They were begining to REALLY get me down and stuff :( it wasn't pleasent)
so now i just have to wait untill the 3rd thursday in august to find out my results (MORE NERVES!) but its all good :) i now have like 9 weeks to fill until then, so i'm thinking i may learn french using rosetta stone, because it's something to do (after these first two weeks, which will be PACKED full of fun (so lots of updates to come ;) )
then after that, french lessons at home baby!
ALSO my best friend from college is getting a blog, so all you regulars should pop over to hers (i'll post a link when she gives me one) ahhh helping out a young blogger in need -day dreams-
ANYWAY! i'm off to tidy my room because i haven't done it in about 2 months and its become a bit of a sti xD
Be good people
LIAM
OUT! xxx
Tuesday 21 June 2011
Sunday 19 June 2011
Bit of a rant
theres been so many people saying that they've been "spiked" recently, but yet, the girls that have been saying AREN'T the most attractive people in the world, so i struggle to understand what purpous anyone would spike them, just walk up and say "fancie a quick one?" they're probably desperate enough,
seriously, ladies (and gents) don't say you were spiked just because you got WAY too drunk and fell over lots
have the balls to own up to you not knowing your own limit
Liam
OUT
seriously, ladies (and gents) don't say you were spiked just because you got WAY too drunk and fell over lots
have the balls to own up to you not knowing your own limit
Liam
OUT
Thursday 16 June 2011
HO LEE SHIT
that, was, the WORST exam i have ever had the pleasure of sitting,
its taken me this long to be able to write about it without going into a serious breakdown,
so many of the questions were packed full of words and you didn't really have enough time to read EVERYTHING so i ended up skimming loads and i know for a fact i've fucked up on so much, but i'm not the only one so thats oaky, been reading up on the student room forum, and sooo many people are kicking off over it, so i feel better, because i know i did well on some bits, so i MIGHT be okay
cba writing anything else guys sorry,
still depressed over the exam
talk later
its taken me this long to be able to write about it without going into a serious breakdown,
so many of the questions were packed full of words and you didn't really have enough time to read EVERYTHING so i ended up skimming loads and i know for a fact i've fucked up on so much, but i'm not the only one so thats oaky, been reading up on the student room forum, and sooo many people are kicking off over it, so i feel better, because i know i did well on some bits, so i MIGHT be okay
cba writing anything else guys sorry,
still depressed over the exam
talk later
Tuesday 14 June 2011
what a complete, and utter, major fail
couldn't sleep last night, so was up till three this morning watching tangled on my laptop, and now im knackered and i have an exam tomorrow D: so its a case of, do i a) revise, and be text book ready for the exam, or b) sleep loads and me physicially and mentally refreshed for the exam?
-shrugs- loads of revision it is, then i'll get pepped on energy drinks if im tired still :D might actually drink one today, so i can have 8 hours of decent solid revision without needing to break
thats about it
liam
OUT!
-shrugs- loads of revision it is, then i'll get pepped on energy drinks if im tired still :D might actually drink one today, so i can have 8 hours of decent solid revision without needing to break
thats about it
liam
OUT!
Monday 13 June 2011
its almost been two weeks
at least this time i have a pretty decent excuse,
my first exam is in 2 days, and i'm slowly but surely getting ready for it, i know the stuff i don't get, so i'm getting it explained, and the stuff i DO get I'm going over and over so it sticks in my head :D
i'm running around my life like a complete and upper wazzerk right now ( i love that word, wazzerk) but i realize that its all gonna be worth it when the exams are over and i get a chance to treat myself and go dive in scotland (last time i did this i was supposed to be revising for my GCSE exams, and this time i'll have just finished my final ever (fingers crossed) A-level exam =] i see an end of education tradition coming ;)
As i've been going through the practice questions for my chemistry exam, i've realised that my head is much more full of knowledge than i first thought, and for the first time EVER i'm actually feeling like i may be ready for a physics exam (i know right?! shows that starting revision about 2 months prior to exams really pays off, so if you've discovered this post because you're searching for revision tips, START EARLY and aim to be finished a week or so before your actual exam, then you have time to go over the stuff you don't get :) )
so fingers crossed for me this coming 2 and a half weeks, because it will be THE TOUGHEST 2 and a half weeks i've ever been through, i'll be running on fear and adrenaline for a few days, so if i get chance to post, they will be erratic and pointless posts about how great things are (even if they're not)
life in general, as usual, sucks :) but i put this down to exams, and the preperation there of, ( i mean, i'm doing about 20 hours a week in total, and i've been properly revising for about a month and a half, so 6 x 20 = 120 hours revision, divided by the number of subjects (4) equals 30 hours per subject, but thats just the time tabled shit, and there was a week where i did about 40 hours in it, so i've done about 45 hours revision per subject this time round :D )
thats about it,
be good y'all
Liam
OUT!
my first exam is in 2 days, and i'm slowly but surely getting ready for it, i know the stuff i don't get, so i'm getting it explained, and the stuff i DO get I'm going over and over so it sticks in my head :D
i'm running around my life like a complete and upper wazzerk right now ( i love that word, wazzerk) but i realize that its all gonna be worth it when the exams are over and i get a chance to treat myself and go dive in scotland (last time i did this i was supposed to be revising for my GCSE exams, and this time i'll have just finished my final ever (fingers crossed) A-level exam =] i see an end of education tradition coming ;)
As i've been going through the practice questions for my chemistry exam, i've realised that my head is much more full of knowledge than i first thought, and for the first time EVER i'm actually feeling like i may be ready for a physics exam (i know right?! shows that starting revision about 2 months prior to exams really pays off, so if you've discovered this post because you're searching for revision tips, START EARLY and aim to be finished a week or so before your actual exam, then you have time to go over the stuff you don't get :) )
so fingers crossed for me this coming 2 and a half weeks, because it will be THE TOUGHEST 2 and a half weeks i've ever been through, i'll be running on fear and adrenaline for a few days, so if i get chance to post, they will be erratic and pointless posts about how great things are (even if they're not)
life in general, as usual, sucks :) but i put this down to exams, and the preperation there of, ( i mean, i'm doing about 20 hours a week in total, and i've been properly revising for about a month and a half, so 6 x 20 = 120 hours revision, divided by the number of subjects (4) equals 30 hours per subject, but thats just the time tabled shit, and there was a week where i did about 40 hours in it, so i've done about 45 hours revision per subject this time round :D )
thats about it,
be good y'all
Liam
OUT!
Wednesday 1 June 2011
bllaaahhh
nothing much to say really :P (makes a change)
went to liverpool with sarah yesterday and had an awesome time
then went to sleep
such a fun day though =]
Liam
OUT!
went to liverpool with sarah yesterday and had an awesome time
then went to sleep
such a fun day though =]
Liam
OUT!
Sunday 29 May 2011
revision is no fun :(
its 3 weeks off exams and i'm sat here revising, in my grandmas bedroom xD
uni best be worth all this hard work ...
just letting you all know i'm still alive i guess
made a picure
uni best be worth all this hard work ...
just letting you all know i'm still alive i guess
made a picure
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| i may be obsessed |
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Thursday 26 May 2011
What an interesting day already
Currently sat in the only room i can get to my blog on (yyeeeeyyy)
sarahs over there doing her maths homework, and she's stolen my iPod AGAIN but it's okay, because i bought her a new ipod nano last night (6th gen, the smexy touch screen one ;) )
this keyboard is absolutly shite though, its like using an old fasioned typewriter :/
so its only gonna be a short post (you'll be used to them now though ;) )
had a mars muffin today, twas very strange and tasty, but i won't be having one again,
thats kinda about it
Liam
OUT!
sarahs over there doing her maths homework, and she's stolen my iPod AGAIN but it's okay, because i bought her a new ipod nano last night (6th gen, the smexy touch screen one ;) )
this keyboard is absolutly shite though, its like using an old fasioned typewriter :/
so its only gonna be a short post (you'll be used to them now though ;) )
had a mars muffin today, twas very strange and tasty, but i won't be having one again,
thats kinda about it
Liam
OUT!
Wednesday 25 May 2011
hehehe bloggers are all perves (turns into a rant, with LOTS of swearing)
Since my last post my number of views has like, gone up by a third :') apparently you're all searching for a bit of celeb tottie ;)
Sososososoooooo tired today, just couldn't be arsed with 2 out of my 3 classes, so, i didn't go XD i sat alone and revised by the river (if you ask me, this was time better spent than cooped up in stuffy classrooms listening to brenda and robin drone on and on about the few topics i actually understand, plus, if robin tells me to put my phone away one more time when half the class is texting, he will get a lit Bunsen somewhere nasty.... at least it'll cauterize the wound i guess xD
and don't get me started on brenda
its just my luck that some of the people that get on my wick quickest happen to be teachers =/ I was happy with how things were last year, then everything gets changed and it fucks up the whole learning system.
-sigh- really, N&CC isn't that good, first year, you get LOADS of support, second year, you get left high and dry, LET THIS BE A LESSON TO YEE if anyone is planning of taking A LEVEL SCIENCE at Nelson and Colne College, be prepared to be shunned come the second year (assuming they haven't cut science by then -_-)
tomorrow, i'm going in, and i'm fully expecting a massive kick off by all the teachers whose lessons i ditched, and when they ask me why i didn't go i don't think they'll like the "i couldn't be arsed, and i think that i would be better learning without you constantly asking me if "that's okay?" IF I NEED HELP, I WILL MOTHER FUCKING ASK FOR IT
wow, so full of pent up rage today :) mebbe i shall stab someone (if anyone reads this and then i get a cop knocking at my door, i will not be impressed, i am not really going to stab someone, any stabbings i do will not be premeditated, and therefore if the stabbee dies, i will only get time for man slaughter, not murder :) )
so yeah, got home stressed and wanted to do some retail shopping, but there's nothing i want, so i bought sarah a new iPod (she'll thank me for it eventually ;) all she's said so far is "osm" :') ) then fucking barclays rang me up and said that they thought i was someone stealing my details, (which is great, if it was someone actually stealing my details i'd be pleased) but they asked me some questions that anyone could guess (except my secret number i guess)
but all this because i spent 140 quid? i spent 500 not so long ago fgs and they didn't ring me -_- stupid automated system blanking my account and stopping me buying osm things for my osm friends
spoke (at some length) with sophie today, and realized how much i miss her :( and i'm gonna see her less and less when i'm at uni :'( i hope she comes to visit and stuff =/
such a busy day, and such a fucking annoying day, maybe tomorrow will be better?
Liam
OUT!
Sososososoooooo tired today, just couldn't be arsed with 2 out of my 3 classes, so, i didn't go XD i sat alone and revised by the river (if you ask me, this was time better spent than cooped up in stuffy classrooms listening to brenda and robin drone on and on about the few topics i actually understand, plus, if robin tells me to put my phone away one more time when half the class is texting, he will get a lit Bunsen somewhere nasty.... at least it'll cauterize the wound i guess xD
and don't get me started on brenda
its just my luck that some of the people that get on my wick quickest happen to be teachers =/ I was happy with how things were last year, then everything gets changed and it fucks up the whole learning system.
-sigh- really, N&CC isn't that good, first year, you get LOADS of support, second year, you get left high and dry, LET THIS BE A LESSON TO YEE if anyone is planning of taking A LEVEL SCIENCE at Nelson and Colne College, be prepared to be shunned come the second year (assuming they haven't cut science by then -_-)
tomorrow, i'm going in, and i'm fully expecting a massive kick off by all the teachers whose lessons i ditched, and when they ask me why i didn't go i don't think they'll like the "i couldn't be arsed, and i think that i would be better learning without you constantly asking me if "that's okay?" IF I NEED HELP, I WILL MOTHER FUCKING ASK FOR IT
wow, so full of pent up rage today :) mebbe i shall stab someone (if anyone reads this and then i get a cop knocking at my door, i will not be impressed, i am not really going to stab someone, any stabbings i do will not be premeditated, and therefore if the stabbee dies, i will only get time for man slaughter, not murder :) )
so yeah, got home stressed and wanted to do some retail shopping, but there's nothing i want, so i bought sarah a new iPod (she'll thank me for it eventually ;) all she's said so far is "osm" :') ) then fucking barclays rang me up and said that they thought i was someone stealing my details, (which is great, if it was someone actually stealing my details i'd be pleased) but they asked me some questions that anyone could guess (except my secret number i guess)
but all this because i spent 140 quid? i spent 500 not so long ago fgs and they didn't ring me -_- stupid automated system blanking my account and stopping me buying osm things for my osm friends
spoke (at some length) with sophie today, and realized how much i miss her :( and i'm gonna see her less and less when i'm at uni :'( i hope she comes to visit and stuff =/
such a busy day, and such a fucking annoying day, maybe tomorrow will be better?
Liam
OUT!
Tuesday 24 May 2011
kinda creepy stalkerish post
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| Hayley Williams Paramore (come on, who wouldn't?) |
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| Zoe Salmon (first saw her on Blue peter, not sure what she does now) |
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| Katy Perry |
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| Karen Gillan AKA "Amy Pond" - Dr who |
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| Oliva Wilde AKA "thirteen" - House |
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